Is it the Prozac, or am I feeling better? Go ahead, you can laugh. Typically, things zip and zoom through my mind like the flying cars on the Jetsons. (The thoughts and feelings even make that cute noise as they whiz by. Having a great imagination is such a gift.) No longer is that the… Continue reading Connection, Acceptance, Spirit, and More
I’m always seeking something grander and larger than myself in this world. No, not someone taller than me because that is pretty much everyone. I’m talking about something even bigger: I want my spirituality back. I want my spirituality back like Stella Got Her Groove Back. I know it is possible. I remember sitting in… Continue reading Spirituality: Desperately Seeking Faith…(and A Seagull?)
I took last week off of work. I was not expecting to take the whole week. I had planned on just Monday and Tuesday…but I got a cold on the night of my birthday while in Cape Cod. I enjoyed every bit of time off despite the cold. I got to do all the things… Continue reading Celebrating Birthdays, Innocence, and Security
I want to get better. I want not to struggle through each day. It is so taxing and tiring. Everyday I just want to get back to my couch, romanticizing the time at night with all the lights out and just the TV and me. I do love certain things in my life, like tennis,… Continue reading The Eye in the Storm of Struggle
A few days ago someone complained about being in a bit of dazed haze. Perhaps, the bad allergy season he/she hypothesized. This is what I feel like all the time, with a dash of nausea, stomach pain, dizziness and other symptoms thrown in for good measure. I never know what will greet me when… Continue reading I’m Okay (Even though I’m not), You’re Okay (Even though You’re not)!
My mother gave me a simple, fake, pearl bracelet on the last day of vacation. She came out onto the white wrap-around porch and held out her hand. I held out mine and into it dropped 3 seashells and a bracelet. “Did you buy this?” I asked. “No, I found it on the beach while… Continue reading Pearl Beacon