In times like these, we need the past, because for this one, shining moment in time, it may be the only thing we have total control over.
I can’t believe I did it. I applied to NBCUniversal to be a comedy writer. Well, not exactly. I applied to be accepted to a workshop that would take place in New York City at 30 Rockefeller Center In March 2015. I have not heard back yet. What I do know for certain is another… Continue reading I Applied to NBC to Be A Comedy Writer
I have been going through a collection at work which holds many photographs. The former owner of the items, recently deceased, has all sorts of photos for reference and for personal purposes. All of them have inspired me to want to go home, grab my art supplies, and create. I am usually too tired for… Continue reading Preserving our Lives and Ensuring Our Legacy
Masks. Masks. We all wear them, right? Some are sheer, see through organza others are deep, thick headdresses and helmets made of impenetrable steel. We are constantly changing them from the light to the strong depending upon who we are around. We clutch to them, ever so tightly, amid new faces and places. With familiar… Continue reading Masking
A few days ago someone complained about being in a bit of dazed haze. Perhaps, the bad allergy season he/she hypothesized. This is what I feel like all the time, with a dash of nausea, stomach pain, dizziness and other symptoms thrown in for good measure. I never know what will greet me when… Continue reading I’m Okay (Even though I’m not), You’re Okay (Even though You’re not)!
I sit outside today on this last hour of vacation and think. I have had lots of time for reflection, writing and rejuvenation. It is amazing what you will discover if you are not afraid to go inside. I can see I live my life with many ‘shoulds’ and ‘if I coulds.’ this is not… Continue reading Being
I’m fighting so hard. It is hard to find happiness in things, when you’re having so much trouble with side effects from medications and still dealing with the underlying anxiety. I am doing everything I can. Still, I feel it is not enough. I feel as though, I have let down a lot of people.… Continue reading Fighting vs. Acceptance in the Face of Anxiety