I have not posted forever. There are other blogs for which I write, so they take precedent as it has been pretty busy/crazy of late.
I am looking forward to the New Year. I want a new start just like everyone else. I know this year will be different because I have already began to change. I must commit myself to change. There is this quote (which is not the one I was looking for, but will have to do until I locate it at home tonight):
“If you keep doing what you’ve always done, you’ll keep getting what you’ve always got.”
It is true for me and I don’t like what I am getting. I want to feel better physically and mentally. It is easy for me to say forget it, when I am really not feeling well, but I have to push through it as I did on Saturday night. Little by little, I can make it happen.
I know my life won’t ever be stupendously great, because that is like trying to be perfect. No one is perfect. I just want to be able to deal with whatever comes at me in the best possible fashion. I want to be the kind person that I know I am, but most importantly, I want to live, live, live.